Tuesday 19 November 2013

Between The Letters

Okay then, I will tell you a story today. Not so long, neither too short. Maybe you will love it, maybe you will not. Whatever be it just keep mum and listen.

~Long long time ago in the far far land of Pritampura lived a family of four. A father, a mother and their two children. One of them a boy and the other a girl. 
Santosh the boy was a year younger than Sushree, his sister. When father would go to work in the fields and mother would get busy in her work, both of them would put their jute bags on their shoulders and leave for school. 
"Mumma, I and Saltosh are going to study." Sushree would say in her squeaky voice before closing the door.
Santosh would smile at her, lips closed and almost closing his eyes. Holding hands they would sing merrily and dance their way to school.
"Salaam Sushree beti. Going to school?" The village postman would stop his cycle seeing them both going to school everyday.
Sushree would nod her head and the two pony tails on either side of her head would hop up and down.
"Have you got a letter for us chacha?" Santosh with round black watery eyes in his lean body and half pants with a all time running nose would ask.
And like everyday the postman would playfully glance in his bag and reply, "Nahi, No." Hand them both a sweet and leave. 
Santosh and Sushree would then continue their journey to school.
While at the field, father would keep working hard, very hard. Drenched in his own sweat he would sometimes look up at the sky and then continue without stopping. Be it a thunderstorm or intense heat. Father would be there at the field, watering the plants digging the soil. 
Mother would be busy collecting firewood, cooking and cleaning the house.
At night father would narrate stories to the children until they fell asleep. He would then walk up to the only second hand broken almirah in the little room and take out a letter that the postman had handed him the day itself. He would read it, and then sit outside on the courtyard under the moonlit sky, hear the crickets and the owl. A drop or two of fresh saline water would roll down his cheek. His wife would sometimes sit beside him without uttering a word. 
One day while Shushree and Santosh were returning from school, Santosh sat down under a tree.
"Are your legs paining brother?" Sushree sat beside him.
Santosh just smiled his trademark smile. Lips closed. From his pocket he revealed a pencil, bright red in color, a glittering body, an eraser sat on it's head like a crown. Sushree had never seen a such a pencil before.
"Who gave this to you?" Sushree's mouth still remained wide open.
Santosh now revealed his yellowing teeth.
"Tell me." Sushree knew father couldn't afford to buy such a pencil for Santosh, in case he would then Sushree would have got one too.
"A friend gave it to me." Santosh finally answered.
"Really?" 
"Yes, he gave it to me, but don't tell mumma and papa." 
"Why?" Sushree was curious.
"It's a magic pencil." Santosh whispered. 
Of course it wasn't a magic pencil. Earlier that day in school, Santosh had seen it in Hari's hand and fell in love with it instantly and while no one was watching he quietly slid it into his pocket. Sushree being innocent beloved what Santosh said but as days passed and the the number of items Santosh stole increased gradually 
Sushree realized what her brother was up to.
One night father narrated them a story. Story of a boy who used to steal small items and eventually ended up in jail for the rest of his life. He told the children that theft was a serious crime and that if practiced would yield disastrous results even death. Sushree was worried for her brother.
"I am happy with what father gives me." Sushree said on the way to school the following morning.
"I would never steal, I guess you too wouldn't, I trust you my brother." Even at a tender age Sushree very well knew how to make her brother understand.
Santosh on the other hand realized his mistake and promised himself that he would not steal again. But as days progressed he whitewashed his promise and returned to his destiny.
Several summers and winters passed by, Santosh was now sixteen and Sushree a year older. 
Sushree had stopped going to school, it had been a year, she was ill. Even a minute's walk would tire her and her heart would almost stop beating. 
Santosh now stole money, theft had become his daily habit. The path which he had chosen had no end now and going back was am impossible task.

It was during the winter that year. Santosh and his gang of friends had decided a big loot.
"We will feast with the money." Rajan, one of Santosh's partner had declared. Finding no other option, Santosh decided to steal from his own house. From that same almirah where father kept those letters and the money he had been saving. 
The darkness of the night changed to white, Santosh swiped out each and every penny from his house. 
As usual the postman handed father a letter that morning. 
It was noon by then. Sushree's mother wailed in the courtyard, Sushree wept on her bed, father had hung himself. 
The tragedy was too hard on the family. Bankrupt, Sushree and her mother were left with only tears. And within some days Sushree joined her father too. Those late night stories were now a distant dream. 
That was a intensely cold night, having finished up with all his stolen money Santosh returned home. There was no one there. His father who would smile at him even in his hard times. His sister who from her bed blew him kisses and expressed her love for him. Even mother was missing too. 
Santosh lit up a candle and lay on the bed. He remembered father's story that night. Theft is a serious crime and that if practiced would yield disastrous results even death. 
And then within a flash his saw his mother with a knife in her hand. 
"You rogue! Thief. I am ashamed that I am mother of such a creature. You are not only a thief. A murdered. You stole your father's and sister's life. You killed us." 
Santosh had never seen mother like that. A sweat band appeared on his head.
"Even before you and your sister were born, your father had a dept to clear. Those letters were from the landlords. He cried everyday, struggled, worked his life out to clear them. Saved money for you and Sushree. For Sushree's illness and you you killed them!" 
A tear drop ran down mother's cheek and landed on the knife. Then there was blood. Santosh and his mother lay motionless on a red blood pool. Sushree and father on the other end were waiting for them.~

Okay folks that's all for the day. This story ends here on the road to heaven. I will be back again with another story, some other day. But on this very place... 

Sunday 17 November 2013

Blood and Cigarettes


PRESENT DAY...

Far near the horizon, the sun is setting. The sky yellowish with a tint of red and orange. Prateek who had been sitting under a Peepal tree, gets up. His feet strangling, heavy feels each of his steps. He makes his way through the narrow streets of the hill, they run endless. Almost all the shops have closed down but Prateek manages to reach a roadside betel shop. His eyes scan the initials and stops on a pack of cigarette. He points his forefinger towards it. Though there was something he wanted to say but the words remained inside him. The shopkeeper hands him the pack. Leaving a hundred rupee note, Prateek walks away. The shopkeeper turns to hand him the change, nothing except a monotonous silence is left behind. Darkness had now engulfed the sky. Prateek looks up, his eyes cannot spot a human life anywhere. Beside him are large stretches of tea bed. Green, which is now in its darkest shade under the moonlit night. He creeps in, lights up a cigarette and lets out a deep puff. His windpipe chokes and he starts coughing relentlessly. Shutting his eyes tightly he takes the rear end of the cigarette to his dry lips for yet another puff. 

FOUR MONTHS EARLIER...

The bright luminous rays of the sun enter the room through the lone window with no curtains. An alarm clock on a wooden table loaded with books starts ringing. Prateek is already up, a brush in his mouth. After having a breakfast with four biscuits and a glass of milk he leaves for his long journey. Signs the hostel record book and dials a number from the landline phone at the desk. 
"HELLO" a stern voice speaks from the other side.
"Papa, I will be there by the evening." 
"Is that a great news to be delivered?" Papa grunts.
Prateek hears some sounds from the other side of the phone. Next on the line is the voice of a lady.
"Beta, beta. Come home. It's been almost a year. Almost a year. I have been preparing your favorite dishes." 
Prateek wipes a tear and speaks.
"Amma" 
But the line is disconnected by then.

The big clock at the bus terminus shows six. Prateek gets his ticket to Shyamnagar and gets in bus number five. His heart beat resembles the sounds of a drum, his perfect lips bear a smile, which refuses to go, he carries a box of sweets in his hands, all his yearly savings drained for that one box. He takes a seat by a window, imagines his mother hugging him and having a sweet from that box, his sister and father smiling as he offers them the rest. The roar of the engine is heard next and the bus leaves.

SOME TWO HUNDRED KILOMETERS AWAY...

~ Shakuntala, grates carrots in fine pieces. A jar of sugar rests beside her. Time to time she wipes off sweat from her forehead with the rear end of her saree. Her son was coming back after a year. Her heart dying to meet him the very moment. She has been preparing every food item that Prateek likes to have. 
"Where is my lighter?" A hoarse voice reaches Shakuntala's ear. 
Leaving all her work behind, she runs and enters a bedroom to her right. Parmesh, a tall sturdy man in his early fifties stands before her. He has graying hair and thick moustache, holds a cigarette in his hand. 
"Where is my lighter? You bitch!" He screams and clutches Shakuntala's hair. 
The pain is unbearable to her but Shakuntala somehow lifts the lighter from the table in front of her and hands it to Parmesh. The man grunts and pushes her out of the room. Shakuntala loses her balance and lands on the floor her hands bleed and white floor catches a glimpse of red. 

"What is this that you are preparing?" Sheetal, a girl in her late teens complains with a frown. Shakuntala keeps mum and mixes the finely grated carrots with milk in a bowl. 
"I will make whatever you say for you." Shakuntala replies.
"If that is so then no other food item today." Sheetal points towards the bowl. The carrots had now drowned in the milk. 
Shakuntala keeps working silently.
Sheetal snatches the bowl away from her and sets it free. With a terrible sound the bowl lands on the floor and all its contents gets spilled over. Parmesh reappears again; he sets out a big smoke on Shakutanla's face from his mouth. Sheetal giggles.
"Papa see what mummy did." Sheetal points to the floor.
"Is a king coming home today? Is there a festival?" Parmesh’s hoarse voice and then dead silence. 
"How dare you waste my money for that rogue? Let him come today. I will kick him out from the door." Red was the color of his eyes now.
"No please." Shakuntala joins her hands. 
Parmesh slaps her, "You silly bitch." 
Sheetal hands her dad a small drum and Parmesh empties its contents on Shakuntala. Shakuntala weeps.
"Let me see my son at least for once."
SNAP! a matchstick lightens and Shakuntala is laden with fire.~

Prateek looks very tired after the long day. His legs hurt. Back on the bus he offered an old lady his seat and had been standing continuously for four long hours. But his heart is still as fresh, he longs to hug his mother. Taking hurried steps Prateek reaches his house. The same house where he had spent his childhood. Where he had seen his father die while he was still in school and had welcomed his step father and sister a year later. He longed to see them, his mother. 
The door is ajar and opens with a push. Prateek drops the box of sweet from his hand. He finds Parmesh and Sheetal enjoying Shakuntala's death. A tear now divides Prateek's face. He leaves the house in his step father's and sister's unawareness. 
The sun has gone down, Prateek is running. He keeps going on and on, keeps weeping until blood oozes out from his mouth and he faints.

ONE DAY EARLIER... 

Almost four months have passed; Prateek has grown thinner than he was. Every day he curses his so called dad and his sister. Every day he weeps. He had even walked up to the police station to lodge a complaint against them, his mother's death had been announced an accident, now his life was nothing more than a revenge. 
Prateek is in Shyamnagar. No one recognizes him with his grown beard and his covers.
The milkman knocks the door, Sheetal opens. As the milkman is about to leave Prateek sneaks in his steps swift enough. Sheetal places the milk container at the kitchen and turns back to find Prateek before her. Two streaks of blood flow out from her thighs. The knife in Prateek's hand speaks red. Sheetal falls down on the spot, terrorized she screams and Parmesh runs into the kitchen. Prateek swiftly bends and stabs his legs too but the huge man manages to escape. Parmesh's eyes fall on Prateek’s. Red like they were when he had killed Shakuntala. Prateek hits him on his head with a utensil. Parmesh faints. Sheetal screams. Prateek then lifts up a container quite familiar to Sheetal. He empties the contents on Parmesh and Sheetal. Sheetal begs for her life. Prateek lights up a matchstick. Sheetal's screams die out slowly. 
Out, Prateek climbs up a hill and sleeps soundly on the grass after a long long time. His heart quiet by now.

PRESENT DAY...

Prateek lights the last cigarette of the pack and leaves out a deep puff. His eyes keep running. Lying in the tea bed and looking at the moonlight sky he remembers those winter nights when his mother used to narrate him a story and he would keep glancing at the moon through the window.
"One day when I won't be around, I will be there." Shakuntala would point to a star. 
Prateek tries to find that one star today but his eyes blacken and everything turns bleak.

Friday 8 November 2013

'BLACK AND WHITE' - A Novel

Dear Readers,
My new book titled 'BLACK AND WHITE' has been published online. Sharing all the links with you all. Have a good time reading :) 
The story begins when the protagonist visits his hometown of Howrah for spending his Durga Puja holidays.A five day journey, meeting of relatives and family members,gossips, Pandal hopping and all the fun. Read a day by day experience of the Durga puja in Westbengal. All the emotions with the festival. Get ready to travel down the memory lane in the land of sweets. And lost in a lucid dream prepare for a nightmare in the end.

http://www.writerbabu.com/book/black-and-white/53/ 
Click on the link above to purchase the e-book for just Ten rupees (INR)
However if you do not wish to buy the book, you can download it.The book is also available as a pdf. Just send an email to the following address- writinsam@gmail.com  
Here is the trailer of the book, have a look-
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w23Y9d9LiRU